closing my eyes. what do i feel? truth, trust, joy, fierceness, pain, loss, failure, stillness - at the same time primal wildness, pure light, deep darkness, an energy that is haunting me to walk on, even if I just always AM in that space inbetween .... a hunger, seeking .... understood? i do not know. may be deeply misunderstood. but definitely inevitable to me. this journey. I AM THAT I AM. CREATING. REGARDLESS. ME. UNDOMESTICATED. A JOURNEY WITHIN A SILENT SCREAM.